Trying to book a trip to turkey!

I’m indeed a few minutes away from booking my travels, but what’s keeping me from clicking that submit button is simply this question. “Why am I spending this much on myself alone?”

Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy traveling and money isn’t a problem either. But I can’t see reason on forming new memories without someone to share it with. It just feel too selfish to me to witness the wonders and not be able to make those memories with people who matter. The life requirement for me is bare minimum, and I have never been able to justify any expenditure on myself. 

I can hear myself justifying why i’m not clicking that button. But I guess that’s the point of this.

I've been working continuously for last 13 years, never stopped to think where I am headed. Now that I've take a few days leave, it's crazy how difficult this is. On a regular day I’m just working from 9 to 9 but I carve out time for morning gym, evening walks, bit of conversation with friends and family over the phone. On weekends, I live outside, from 9 to 9, meeting friends, going to movies, playing boardgames or just going for a fun workshop nearby. I've gotten too comfortable with my routine and life in general. I admit it feels stagnant for last 6 years! Although I did have a relationship in between which ended badly, albeit for me.

I am not chasing a checklist but If you like I can drop my insta ID or JS ID so you can quickly see and eliminate me. Hit me up if you think this trip to turkey makes better sense together.

I’m from Delhi, settled in Bangalore, I’m short 5’8 and funny enough 69KG, Hindu and vegeterian but doens't matter if you are non veg. I added these details in last post as well, I have no idea why you are removing my posts.